I’m worried that nobody
wants to talk to me.
There’s so much behind my soul
that I might never show.
I feel so desperate
I feel like I don’t belong to anyone.
I don’t know what to do
I don’t have any body to talk to.
Right now I wouldn’t want to
be any other place than
sitting in my room with the
pitter-patter sound of raindrops
hitting the window, roof and ground.
My mind is ripping
while my tears are dripping
I hope it will go away
and won’t come back another day.
Pain, suffering, that is all it brings.
I can’t make things right
Cause I don’t understand it.
I am so lonely
I wish somebody will just talk to me
and say I want to be your friend.
I feel like I’m a ghost
Who nobody sees and just walk
around as I want to talk.
My tears are lifeless teenager years.
Please I want somebody to hug me,
Keep safe and warm, away
from the pain of any harm.
I feel as though it is not over yet
and will never be.
The girl inside me who she used to be
Is buried deep inside me.
And now I am like that one who
everybody thinks is the worst
and ugliest they have ever seen.
That night may be over
but I’ve just began.
Seas are all around me
covering my whole body,
With sorrow and no friends
To give me advice or talk to me.
